Hey! I'm officially out of climbing and I'm in PA now.

At the start, I was dreadful about leaving climbing. How shall I describe them... the first people I had fun with, the first people where i felt i could be myself.. and the first group of people i felt had the potential of becoming close to... went for camp with them first and i had loads of fun getting to know all of them... especially during our "night hike". And subsequently when i realised that 4 of us going to Maldives were climbers.. until shao tian quit, i really thought we could be close. But... I guess.. it's all turning out differently.

At first, with the responsibilities of council, I was afraid that I cant manage. But after watching our seniors compete at onsight, i felt really motivated to climb and persevere. That was until i had a 1 year MC from climbing from the Doc. I guess MG caught wind of my original intention of quitting and just told me straight off to quit once i presented her with the MC.

I will definitely miss all the crap from the sluts in climbing (:

So, I was really dubious of PA at first... I didnt know if i could have fun again.. But i was proven wrong yet again. The people there are really cute and funny and THEY ARE QUITE THE GENTLEMEN. IM SURPRISED. HAHA. It's basically a male dominated CCA. So far... I've only seen Clare and I :P haha. the rest are scholars :P

I'm really impressed by Shiau. Did I mention that he knows Jen E? haha alright anyways. he looks really scary, and dao. BUT GUESS WHAT. no he isn't. not scary at all. and not dao. DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER SHANE. HOW MANY TIMES MUST YOU LEARN THIS LESSON. haha. yeap. and his leadership skills and whatever scouts skills he learnt turned out to be really helpful and useful esp for the BBQ on the second night ((: Oh, and he's funny too. with all the LMFAO and stuff. So anyways, heard he has a gf?

Yeap i'm a big slut. wanted to have a fling. i guess im just addicted to being in a relationship. considered Fang's proposal. haha. no. guys first. really really wanna... but... seems like i cant. and the fact that im getting all jealous for no reason?? chill shane... he isnt even mine to begin with and it will probably end up really badly with me..

I was just really tempted to offer him. but. thank god i found out before i could do anything stupid and ruin the friendship ((: yes. and i dont wanna come across as despo or loose or anything like that. so. thank god i didnt breathe a word about it.

But im still jealous.

lesson to learn here. is that. i gotta keep my raging hormones in check! haha