TODAY'S MY EAR HOLES 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!
2 years ago on this day, i went out with the sailors to vivo to watch a movie ((: jevyn, amos, theo, sav, tang, harvey, rebecca, bradley sam (harvey's friend) and got my ears pierced!!!
Went to this vietnamese restaurant "The Flavour of Saigon" at Orchard Central last night for dinner to celebrate mother's day (: and found this cool shop!!! "The editor's market avenue" LOVE IT! (:
so... weeks passed.... all's going good with my class ((: i really love my class and I'm beginning to find out a little more about them each day and they are just so loveable (((:
yeap... weeks passed... and I'm missing you more and more everyday. There's this really dull ache in my heart whenever i see you, but yet.. i don't mind it if it means that I get a glimpse of you because i just wanna know how you've been doing all this while.. I don't know why I choose not to look in your direction and ignore your presence completely if i spot you first even though i really want to talk to you.. to catch up with you... I really enjoy talking to you.. But i wanna know why i'm feeling this way, why it hurts every time i see you. The worst part is that i can't confide in anyone about this.. because i still can't sort out my feelings.
Initially, i was totally cool with the whole situation.. no big deal.. but i felt that you were avoiding me.. so i did it to you too... i need a hint or a tell tale that you still wanna be friends with me. i need to just pluck up the courage to talk to you, but i don't wanna scare you off by giving you the wrong impression.
And.. it's been about 3 months and 3 days since i've broken up with Markus..
ciao,
still as confused as ever